chicken pox

pooor me... so old already, still kena chicken pox from little cow...

thought little pig will get it... end up, i yang kena~~~

terribly itchy on my face, cannot scratch... scratching will leave scar...
hand, leg, even buttock also got...
wah lao eh~~~~ very itchy ler~~~~~
so boring, sitting at home, do nothing...
wah lao eh~~~~ bored die me liao la....

faster recover, i wanna go work.....
my mc untill 03/01/2010, don't know can send little cow for his school opening or not....

oh my god~~~ very very very itchy...

全家福

全家福拿回来了。。。。

好咯，给“人家”嫌弃到。。。。。没有一句好话。。。。hor。。。。“人家”弟弟。。。

下次你自己去找别人拍。。。。。

好啦。。。。会很难看mer?？？

我觉得还不错。。。。。我还很喜欢。。。。

至少，我们家，现在才有一张像样一点的全家福。。。

不用羡慕别人。。。。可以高高挂在家里。。。。

我们家，整整齐齐。。。这个不缺，那个也不少。。很少机会有这样的涅。。。。

要惜福，知道吗。。。。。

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结果。。。。看到自己上传的照片，差一点要晕倒。。。。

做么我们兄弟姐妹这么像外星人的。。。在看清楚一点。。。。alamak~~~~

scanner问题。。。。

我还在想，照片都没有什么问题啊。。。做么全部人都在投诉很难看。。。。。

好啦好啦。。。。不好意思啦。。。我的错啦。。。。。

下面的照片应该还不错吧。。。。。

试试新玩意儿..

借借舅婆的花来练习练习.....


还有小猪也常被我抓来练习.....

小牛的作品,通常都是失败的....你们又要讲我偏心了咯......
找天拍一些好看的.....

这张也不错吧....小牛不懂在婪什么.......
hehe。。。。。。

farewell with uncle

伟安舅舅回来度假，三个星期，回美国咯。。。。这次，原本想要带小牛小猪去动物园的，结果，小牛在几天前，出水痘。。只能留在家里。。。只前去kl的时候拍的，忘了在那里。。。可爱吗？可是帽子很贵哦。。借来拍照就好了。。。。
赫赫。。。

送舅舅到机场之前，我们还有很多时间，转了进去马六甲吃satay celup。。很出名的一间店，可是我们吃了，还好罢了。。。早知道我们去文化街吃tomyam还好。。。

吃完了，到了机场，还是太早了。。随处逛逛，没什么东西可以买。。就去麦当劳安哥坐坐。。顺便拍个到此一游照片。。。@_@"。。。 我胖了。。。。 cry。。。。混过了一点时间，到了登机时间，小猪给舅舅一个good bye kiss。。我们明年台湾见。。。要小心照顾自己。。。要记得时常打电话回来。。。多喝点水。。。
送了舅舅，我们就去姨婆家借宿一宿。。姨婆一家人去了埃及。。。只剩下姨姨一个人在家。。。
去到，已经是半夜了。。。
第二天起来，姨姨工作去了。。。小牛起来，就吵着要看鱼。。。和louis在花园玩耍。。等daddy睡醒，冲好凉，大好便，就已经是11点了。。
去了sunway pyramid，逛了逛，没什么东西买，照片也拍了。。。要吃东西了。。。。
没什么想吃的，随便找了间餐馆。。。tony roma。。我上次在美国的时候吃过，他们的烤乳猪排，很好吃。。。可惜这便没有烤乳猪，只有烤牛肋骨。。。这个洋葱圈也是很好吃。。。
只拍到这个。。剩下的。。。不是在肚子里面，就是打包了。。因为实在太大分了。。。回家了咯。。。。。可怜小牛没得去。。。。水痘还没有好。。。都不懂几时会好。。。。要快快好起来哦。。。。

santa clause is coming to town... sickness is coming to sim's family..

just come back from kl shopping... didn't buy much....

nice Christmas decoration in the curve... the ikea's one, so so only..little cow with mummy and yi yi~~~

eating gui ling gou.... so much expression...

the brothers.. wearing like this went take family potrait....
little didi was sick, do u believe?

then the next day, turns kor kor chickenpox...

hope won't be so much pox come out on his face... keep on scratching... later 破相....

uk farm

wuahaha.... new toys.... thanks bro... love you so much...

went to UK farm today. tiring trip but satisfied... lc and lp were so happy feeding goods..

小猪告诉猴急的羊咩咩说，你等一下哈。。。。
我们@_@"。。
叫羊等一下。。。。。


very happy trip... hope will come back for next trip...
very hot day... but then when the time for flying kites.. it's rained.
poor kids...

little cow 4th year old birthday

my handsome big boy..

my greedy small boy

笃眼笃鼻。。。

with his lovely cake...

time flies... my little cow turned 4 on 19/11/2010.

2006, he was borned.

2007, he was 1 year old with little pig in my tummy

2008, he was 2 years old while little pig is 10 months

2009, he was 3 years old..

and now, he is 4 years old... nothing in my tummy...hehe..

mummy wish u a very happy birthday and grow up, be obedient.

right after we sang him birthday song, his turn to blow the candle..

little pig was faster than him and blow off the candle.. @_@"

fast moving fellow...

no choice, light up the candle and prohibited little pig to get nearer with the cake,

then only he got his birthday candle blowing session safely.

The Rose

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose



缘分吧。。从小，我就喜欢玫瑰。。尤其是黑色的玫瑰。。可惜得是，我还没机会看到黑色的玫瑰。。。

喜欢玫瑰美艳的外表，还有一身的刺来保护自己。。

温柔的玫瑰，若没有了一身的刺，很容易就被糟蹋了。。

可是，就是不喜欢人家送的玫瑰。。眼睁睁的看着玫瑰一天一天的枯萎，到最后沦落在垃圾桶。。是多么不舍得啊。。

黑玫瑰花语
传说一朵长在冰天雪地的黑玫瑰可以实现人的三个愿望，只有真心相爱的人才能采到。但每个去冰山的人，不是死了，就是残废了，因为他们都不是相爱至深。一对相恋的男女，生活在一个鸟语花香，长满白桦林的地方，男孩儿许诺给女孩采到一朵长在冰天雪地的黑玫瑰。然而，女孩却不愿意让他去采。她爱的是她与男孩一起种的白玫瑰，满园的纯洁无瑕的白玫瑰。

男孩儿不顾女孩的苦苦要求，执意去寻找心中的愿望。他想要给她一个惊喜，让她实现心中的三个愿望。

男孩去了，女孩则在白玫瑰园里等待心爱的人儿。有一天她病了，挣扎着走到园中，闻着白玫瑰的清香，眼泪就从眼眶里流出来，渐渐变成红色，染在白色的纯洁无瑕的花儿上面。

男孩儿累了，找不到心中的愿望，这时，他想起了女孩，想起了和她在一起的快乐日子。他决定回去了。因为她就是他心中的黑玫瑰，能和她一生幸福快乐的生活在一起就是他的愿望。

然而，他回到白桦林，回到白玫瑰园中，他看到他心爱的的女孩倒在地上，旁边就是一片黑玫瑰。黑色的，在冰天雪地里才能生长，可以给人三个愿望的，香气逼人的的黑玫瑰。他终于明白，可是为时已晚，他的女孩就是他的黑玫瑰。

这就是玫瑰家族神秘黑玫瑰的传说。黑色是一种具有多种不同文化意义的颜色。而黑玫瑰的花语便是你是魅惑，且为我所有。爱你——愿为你付出所有。相知是一种宿命，相守是一种承诺。

这样，该解释了为什么我肩膀上会出现一朵黑玫瑰吧！！！！

AQUALABEL

最近，watson和guardian都不约而同的引进了好多价钱比较平易近人的护肤品。。

nature & co, Aqualabel, heme, hadalabo, 还有几个看是很吸引的牌子。。忘了还有oslee。。。

这里的watson，真的是有够老爷。。。本来是想要败一点aqualabel来用用看。。。等到我颈项都长了，都还没有看到aqualabel出现在我的眼前。。。

真是的。。。。

乘上个星期到kl展览几天，赶快败了一些回家。。。皮包就这样破了一个大洞。。。

klcc的watson有好几样sample给我试试看。。。

nature & co的，紫色系列的，有点油腻。。。不适合。。。。out。。。。
juju，之前试过了。。想试试新产品。。。。out。。。
heme, 和 oslee，下次才试试看。。。


进了保湿乳液和导入液。。。。

试用了，清清爽爽的。。。适合最怕油油腻腻的我。。。
皮肤水嫩嫩的。。。

洗了脸，上了收缩水，就上保湿乳液，再来就是导入液。。。wahseh。。。我的脸，好像越来越多东西涂了。。也越来越圆，因为养分充足。。。*自己贪吃，吃胖了，就赖在护肤品上。。。。*_*"

好了咯。。。。
下次就轮到oslee了。。。。还有olay一个新的essence。。。美白的。。。。

Annoucement

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一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ，是因为心里有太多的痛， 因为伤了 ，所以伪装

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

Bali trip - july 2010

Kena chased blog post....
*shy* *shy*... lately not that free..... busy traveling locally...

bali, was in my wish list to go... and i had chance to go, with company...
in my wish list, are all the countries i wish to visit with my beloved birdie... of course two little terrorists if possible...
before the trip was formed, i prepared all the information for self tour..
but then, end up went with my fellow colleague.. follow tour guide...

no matter how, i still prefer self tour.. more flexible... can choose the place we want to visit..

we had a very very very nice stay in this hardrock hotel, and this is the best hotel with nice decoration ever stayed... thumbs up for this hotel..

of course, we went to some tourist spot which are the "must" go place.

1st day - GWK - Jimbaran dinner
semi-finished tourist spot, everything also not complete yet.... but think back, i think part of the photo are from uluwatu... can't remember much... just remembered the bad monkeys there... nothing interested... just the semi-finished statue and monkeys... bought a scarf from GWK- rm 14, quality is not bad, just the colour will drop off... as usual... u get what u pay... main mindset when buying things in bali...

another "must" go place, Jimbaran dinner on the beach... it's such a romantic atmosphere.... with colleague... the food was not bad, basically bbq seafood... the atmosphere deserve better price... just, need to prepare mosquitor repellent...

2nd day - kintamani - ubud market place - baliness urut

cold place, please bring along jacket... see smoke coming out from the mountain.. new things to me... but a lot of kids chasing you to sell you things here... be careful yea..

then, it's time to this thirtra palace... i'm unable to enter... due to....... when the time u visit, you will know the reason....

afterward, shopping time... not much to buy, just souvenir....

3rd day - dunno lake batur... the lake in between the mountain... and tanah lot... and.... continue shopping....4th day - kuta beach

i left the tour group and have self time.. walk long the beach from hard rock to discovery mall.. nice scroll... nice view... nice experience..

then waiting for another fellow, meet me.. come to this celcius cafe... nice view too.. food also not bad...
after the lunch+dinner, shopping in this discovery mall + foot massage... nice....
enjoy...

then the 5th day - coffee plantation and balik kampung..

end of my photo telling....

next trip... genting..... post honey-moon... after 4 years........

23/8/2010~25/8/2010 genting trip

genting... as usual... we went every year lunar calender 15/7... why? because birdie have to rest for 3 days for the celebrate of ghost festival in his stall..

u must be thinking, then genting is less tourist during that period?? you are definitely wrong..
super a lot of people.. indian... chinese.. casino packed.. no place to sit down have nice games...just the themepark was so empty...

this time, full day for lclp to go to the indoor park.. and, we rides all the rides... @_@"
quite boring also... pity me and birdie has to accompany the two little terrorists...

compare to last year, my little pig has grown up a lot..and same as little cow also..

sad story is, my camera gone and rest in peace... no camera to take photo... can only use my little SE to take these photo... kind of challenging...

i wanna buy new camera!!! money money come.....

sure their mama's is m&m fans...i think this is the only 1 photo i manage to take together with the two little terrorist.. didn't manage to take family photo... cry~

indoor rides was so less people untill my lclp can have as many rides as they like.. repeat and repeat and repeat...
afternoon, tired, go back hotel sleep.. then wake up... repeat and repeat and repeat again...

end...

next trip, balik kampung... raub.... then genting overnight....

stupid!!! stupid!!! stupid!!!

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哭

印象中坚强的你，哭了。。

怜惜你的坚强。。
可惜你的毅力。。
感慨你的人生。。
赞叹你的耐力。。

今天你珍贵的珍珠，终于决堤了。。。

在这个七夕情人节里，我见识到了什么叫做真正的吵架。。。活生生的上演在我的眼前。。

我不喜欢吵架，可我也知道，对于这个人，和他合作，简直是磨练自己的耐力。。
是应该说，他太过负责任呢？？ 还是应该说，他的情绪智商是-ve的？？

情绪智商不好的人，情绪很容易被周围的人与事影响。。进而做出一些连自己都控制不了的蠢事，然后才来后悔。。。

你，相信应该也是忍无可忍了吧。。。

希望你在将来的日子里，找得到一个能够解决的方案。。

也想告诉你，无论如何，只要你自己觉得是对的事情，就是算对自己有个交待了。。。

别把人家的错，用自己珍贵的珍珠来惩罚。。

Appreciation

Think carefully, do you know how to appreciate people's help for completing a task?

do you say thank you to the person who transfer you the phone call?
do you thanks the person who find you a file?
do you ever thanks the person who find you the details which you need?
do you thanks your subordinate who ever help you to tidy up your messy file as follow to sequence?
do you ever thanks the makcik who help you to cut the cake/fruits every time and serve it ready to be eat?

do you ever think that it's ur subordinate's full responsible to finish their given job task because they been paid for the salary?
they can choose not to help you to finish the job on time.. they can also choose to give up and let you settle at your own...

let me to choose in between, a supervisor who know how to appreciate with tension and a supervisor who do not know what's appreciation means, of course less tension, i rather choose the part A. At least they do not ORDER you to work.. remember, you are nothing if you subordinate are not at your side..

So clever, just DIY la.. why asking HELP from people?

Please be considerate, subordinate also human being, they are not slave for company, they need respect also..
If you really an upper management people, please think, 1 company made by people.. if there is no people, this company is not exits. This is the reason why there is a Human Resources department exits in every company, clearly to see that this department's positioned important.

A simple THANK YOU is an appreciation to those who offer their help.
If you take things for granted, yes, maybe your subordinates willing to help you even though you don't know what's respect is.. but that's only limited to you subordinate.
for irrelevant people, at least a simple thank you will make people more willing to help you instead of ordering people to complete the task. and do not use other forces to force people to help you do things.
this make people more and more dislike you.
of course, their respect on you is getting less and less and less.
who cares who the hell are you if you do not know how to respect and appreciate their jobs..

SO.... REMEMBER TO APPRECIATED PEOPLE'S HELP BY AS SIMPLE AS "THANK YOU" & RESPECT TO EVERYONE!!!

treat me as true friend? or just using each others?

lately, i was wondering, is there a true friendship/relationship occur?

this question occur in many situation

during normal socialization, we hang out together so often, because we have no others partner to hangout... and indirectly, this is so call we are using each other to help our self to pass our boring time.

so call friend, when that is useful to each other, and that's friend... when useless to each other and so called friendship, might be over.

during working environment, i'm not sure is there a true friendship... or same as normal socialization,whenever there is useful to each other, then there is friendship...

whenever there is no benefit to each others, they tend to seek other who will benefit them...

as for the husband and wife, is the same..

husband want to have wife because they do not want to do all the house chore. wife want to have husband because they lazy to earn money

husband want to have wife because they want someone to give him babies for inherit their property and yet wife want to have husband because they want to be protected by husband.

and so on...blah.... blah....blah...

in conclusion, is there true relationship/friendship occur?

OF COURSE IT HAS.....

friends appear when we have difficulties... friends offer their help when we need... friend guide us when we are lost...

husband take care of wife when she is sick.. he help to take care of children when she is not free.. he console her whenever she meet problems.. he is there to protect, no matter how hard is the life it..

have you seem an advertisement for the master @ visa credit card?

money can buy house, but cannot buy home.
money can buy present, but cannot buy the sincerity
and.... i forget....

then you must have doubts why do i make earlier comment, right???

because i'm too free to bullshitting....finally have some own free time to think of nonsense..... after thinking, can go back gam ba teh again....

wahahahahah......

got you?

Finally, New York

finally here come our last travel spot.... new york...
new york's times square... it's original... not ours berjaya times square... it's actually a gather of small small shop instead of a big shopping centre.. there is a stage on the centre of the times square.... surrounding with neon light building with advertisement...it's very crowded even though is winter night...cold wind blowing...

staten island ferry... it's free but we just can have a look from the far far away.... this is a must go travel spot when you have your visit to new york... The Statue of Liberty....

the view of manhattan from brooklyn... it's just differentiate by the brooklyn bridge yet the atmosphere areso much different... brooklyn is quiet and manhattan is happening..

the cow in wall street... another must go spot... must touch touch so that my share go go go up......

if you are in new york,u can see this every where.... even the m&m chocolate also....

Yea Yea Yea.....
finish my USA trip......

can continue my bali trip.....

finally... he is graduating....

my beloved mother & brother.... and of course.... ME~~~

here... finally, it's our purposes to visit USA... my beloved brother's graduation ceremony....
my mum said, finally he finished....brother and his fellow housemate...hardrock hotel in somewhere near xxx place.. small casinos are there as well.... behind the decoration, is made by the bra which fans throw to singer when having concert... no wonder so smelly when i walked pass it.... hehe....

the season we went, is WINTER... cold..... and nice... the flowers blossom so nice... and there are lighting for Christmas.... nice lighting... such a grand... we were walking in this garden with such nice lighting show.... it's unforgettable.....